Crazy Ramblings of the C.

[The Big Daddy C-Master]

Someone said something I didn't like, I tattled.

Someone won, and I couldn't put up a fight, I tattled.

Someone owned me in comp discussion, I tattled.

Someone owned me to a concussion, I tattled.

[The Big Daddy C-Master]

Why did you have to fall in love with me?

Why

why me?

Why did you have to fall in love with me?

Why did you have to see things in me that others could not see?

And stick with me, throughout times that were not so free?

Why?

Why did we stay so strong?

Dream of each other all night long?

To wake up and see it... gone?

Why?

Why did I make you feel,

That true love is and felt so real?

Only to find a heart I killed?

Why?

Why did a choice have to be made?

Why did I fall in love with enslaved?

Promise to be there until the grave?

Why?

Why did I spend so much time?

On someone I hoped was mind?

Only to find that I made them cry?

Why?

Why am I here right now?

Sorrow grows, and gladness clouds,

There are frowns and no more smiles?

Why?

Why did it have to end like this?

Before I could kiss those lips?

Why couldn't I tell you this?

Why?

Why did things go so wrong?

And defeat a love that was so strong?

Why am I singing this song?

Why?

Why did you have to fall in love with me?

Give it all and feel so free?

Be happy and find defeat?

Why?

Well now its all said and done,

Whatever was had is now so gone,

I gotta find it inside to venture on,

but I had to play this song

[The Big Daddy C-Master]

When times are low

When times are low,
You feel so down,
Your mind doesn't know where it wants to go,
Life feels so upside down.

Your soul feels lost,
As if all is removed from touch,
You wonder the cost,
To get the things back you trust.

You feel so empty,
Like you've been away for awhile,
You feel like exploding,
But you force upon yourself a smile.

Darker than the darkest dungeon,
Is where everything lies.
Like a knife has taken out your lungs,
And you wither away and die.

Do things have to stay that way,
or will they change?
Will we find reasons to celebrate,
or will we continue to feel the same?

Was life, truly made for us to cherish,
Or is it a hellhole for us to suffer?
You wish your heart was frozen,
Because the pain alone is just too much to muster.

But here a loved one comes, and what they will say:
Wipe those tears,
Even the ones that don't show they are about to give way.
Or I'll wipe them for years.

When we feel there is at last no hope,
Someone shows us the gift of touch.
Not simple touch, thats too easy to know,
This touch is the touch of the heart.

You will get that, and your joy will rise,
You will feel so happy, air under your feet.
Thats when you will dry those eyes,
And the love of life itself will give you wings.

So don't feel so hurt,
go on in life and try to soar.
And for what its worth,
I will ALWAYS be closer than the length of a door.

[The Big Daddy C-Master]

Sigh

Ever had that feeling,
That something couldn't be fixed?
The strongest bond had a killing,
And can't be replaced by the greatest wish?

No matter what you do,
No matter how hard you try.
One person wants to use the glue,
The other just wants things to die.

You even go so far as,
To leave it where all can be happy.
But everyone sees it as,
A demon that is just attacking.

No matter what you say,
No matter how you act.
No matter what time of day,
They can't see you have their back.

You want to just heal,
They want to just hurt.
You start thinking for real,
"at this point what is it worth"?

You even try to be divine,
And try the ways to forgive.
This person doesn't want you in their mind,
And probably doesn't want you to live.

Everyone here is a victim,
When will it all end?
All the bad spirits just lift them,
And at least be seen as a friend.

A person you would go to hell for and back,
No longer sees reason.
Every thing falls black,
And appears to be treason.

Only one choice left,
And it should be done for glee.
You hope you do what is best,
And simply set them free.

[The Big Daddy C-Master]

Save Yourself

Save yourself
This person doesn't understand.
Save yourself,
This person won't understand.

Save yourself
Happiness isn't that option.
This person doesn't want to be happy,
No matter what fight you fought.

Save yourself
You don't know what to do.
Anything you try,
Simply gets misconstrued.

Save yourself
This person wants both to hurt,
You fight you push it away.
Give them space and they run back.

Save yourself
This person knows how to end the pain,
But has had a lifetime of hurt.
And is scared of things being the same.

Save yourself
Just be on one the list,
Go ahead and get crossed out.
Why this person tries a new dish.

Save yourself
It doesn't make sense.
You're too smart to make yourself too weak,
To refuse any emotional pain.

Save yourself
Even if you try to be friends,
It too will get thrown in your face.
You just don't know where to begin.

Save yourself
Bow out like a gentleman,
Stop being so hardheaded,
And simply say, "you win".

Save yourself.

[The Big Daddy C-Master]

Stand Out From the Goofy Movie.

Some people settle for the typical things,

Living all their lives waiting in the wings.

It ain't of question of if,

Just a matter of time,

Before I move into the front of the line.

And once you're watching every move that I make,

You're gonna believe that I got what it takes.


So Stand out,

Above the crowd,

Even if I got to shout out loud.

Till mine is the only face you see,

Gonna stand out,

Till you notice meeeeeyeah.


If I could make you stop,

And take a look at me instead of just,

Walking byyyyyyyyyyy.

There's nothing that,

I wouldn't do,

If it was getting you to notice that,

I'm aliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive.


All I need is half a chance,

A second thought,

A second glance,

To prove, I got whatever it taaaaaaaaakes.

Its a piece of cake. heh

So stand out,

Above the crowd,

Even if I gotta shout out loud.

Till mine is the only face you see,

Gonna,

Stand out,

Staaaaaaaaaaand out eey.


So stand out,

Yea yea yea yea,

So stand out, mmm

Till mine is the only face you see,

Gonna stand out,

Till you notice me.

[The Big Daddy C-Master]

I 2 I From the Goofy Movie

I have a notion,

One I know that you'll understand.

To set the world in motion,

By reaching out for each others hand.


Then we will discover,

What we should have known all along.

You don't have to worry,

Together's where we both belong...


If we listen to each others heart

You'll find we're never to fall apart.

And maybe love is the reason why,

For the first time ever seeing it eye to eye...


If you're ever lonely,

Stop, you don't have to be.

After all its only,

A beat away from you to me,

If you look inside and see.


If we listen to each others heart

You'll find we're never to fall apart.

And maybe love is the reason why,

For the first time ever seeing it eye to eye...

[The Big Daddy C-Master]

"Just Like That"

[R-Kelly]
Oh baby , If I could Explain the joy I feel .......

Oooh If I could explain the joy I feel
All this love makin is oh so real
Oooh like winter time by the fireplace
Oooh like traped in walls and its no escape
Oooh like a precious jewel with no price tag
Oooh like waterfalls comin' down on me
Oooh like tidal wave comin' from the sea
Oooh like a favorite scene in a big movie

You wanna know how I feel just like that, just like that baby (Ooooooh)
You wanna know how I feel just like that, just like that baby (If you wanna know)
You wanna know how I feel just like that, just like that baby ( Ooooh Just like)
You wanna know how I feel just like that, just like that baby

Oooh like you and me makin' history baby
Oooh like a 99th annervirsary
Oooh like a baby when it speaks its first words
Oooh like an uplifting song the first time heard
Oooh like a shelter when the storm gets ruff
Oooh like a mountain top from the bottom up
Oooh like an expensive suite at the best hotel
Oooh like a work of art when its unvailed

You wanna know how I feel, just like that, just like that baby (like that )
You wanna know how I feel, just like that, just like that baby (oh oh oh oh oh, If you wanna know)
You wanna know how I feel, just like that, just like that baby (just like that yeah)
You wanna know how I feel, just like that, just like that (Ooooh)

Oooh like a great blu skys on a summer day
Oooh like sittin close in a small cafe
Oooh like makin love to someone you love
Oooh like breakin up then makin up
Oooh like a warm embrace when you come around
Oooh like the sweetest words when your feelin down
Oooh like lost inside of a mascarade
Oooh like a celebration in a big parade
Oooh like a secret told to the one you trust
Oooh like kissin you in a all white tux

You wanna know how I feel, just like that, just like that baby (If you wanna know)
You wanna know how I feel, just like that, just like that baby (Just like that, If You wanna know)
You wanna know how I feel, just like that, just like that baby (Just like that)
You wanna know how I feel, just like that, just like that

Like the moon, yeah when it glows at night,
and like the sun oh yeah when it shines real bright ,
and just like the ocean when the well comes high,
Like an eagle when it soars the sky

[The Big Daddy C-Master]

Champion

What seperates that man,
From all the rest?
What seperates those that are good,
From those that are best?

What makes that man,
Always stand ten feet tall?
Its that man who stands,
When he's really not standing at all.

Along that journey,
Things truly get fierce?
That life, that is a testimony,
Even when the heart gets pierced.

One can have it all,
Even have a big name.
But being a champion,
Is simply more than fame.

What makes a champion a hero,
Is something much more taxing.
How to reach this part,
Is a process that is very faxing.

To find this very answer,
Is something you have to find in yourself.
Now when the exact time comes,
And not pass it up, for noone else.

The only true and certain way,
That you can test your inner might.
Is to have the one thing that tempts you,
And to make that ultimate sacrifice.

If you can indeed do that,
Then you will get far.
For a champion is only measured by his strength,
But a true hero is measured by the heart.

Only then will you go the distance.

[The Big Daddy C-Master]

"The Storm Is Over Now" :by R.Kelly

I was in a tunnel
And couldn't see the light
And whenever I'd look up
I couldn't see the sky
Sometimes when I'm standin'
It seems like I done walked for miles
And my heart could be cryin'
Dead in the middle of a smile

But then I climbed the hills
And saw the mountains
I hollered help 'cause I was lost
Then I felt the strong wind
Heard a small voice sayin'

The storm is over
(The storm is over now)
And I can see the sunshine
(Somewhere beyond the clouds)
I feel Heaven, yeah
(Heaven is over me)
Come on and set me free, whoa

Now in the midst of my battle
All hope was gone
Downtown in a rushed crowd
And felt all alone
And every now and then
I felt like I would lose my mind
I've been racin' for years
And still no finish line, oh

But then I climbed the hills
And saw the mountains (Mountains)
I hollered help 'cause I was lost
Then I felt the strong wind
And then a small voice sayin'

The storm is over
(The storm is over now)
And I can see the sunshine
(Somewhere beyond the clouds)
I can feel Heaven, yeah
(Heaven is over me)

Come on and set me free

Somehow my beginning stepped right in (Right in)
Then faith became my friend (My friend)
And now I can depend
On the voices of the wind
When it's sayin' (Sayin')

The storm is over
(The storm is over now)
And I can see the sunshine
(Somewhere beyond the clouds)
I can feel Heaven, yeah
(Heaven is over me)

Won't you come and set me free
Won't you set me free

The storm is over
(The storm is over now)
And I can see the sunshine
(Somewhere beyond the clouds)
I can feel Heaven, yeah
(Heaven is over me)
Won't you come and set me free

[The Big Daddy C-Master]

Destiny

Does such a thing exist?
Is it meant for long,
Are our fates written in brick?
Our paths set in stone?

Do our choices matter?
Or is that just a hoax?
Because if its the latter,
Things become hard to cope.

Things become so hard,
We wonder if there is a way out.
We live in a jar,
And everything we do has doubt.

What is there to say,
If its all meant to happen?
You can always pray,
But it seems like somethings lacking.

The will, heart, and choice,
That makes us who we are.
That strong, inner voice.
That lets us know we can touch the stars.

There are always hopes,
And always visions and dreams.
We do only what we know,
And we never learn from doing the same thing.

Every man is responsible for his own destiny,
That is the ultimate truth.
For when things come down to your history,
The one changing it is... you..

[The Big Daddy C-Master]

Feels so Good

Is it wrong?
To feel this way?
It feels so good,
And I don't know what to say.

I get up now, with a smile.
I even make myself laugh again.
I haven't felt like this in awhile,
To do so now feels like a sin.

I don't know when I stopped,
Being me.
But I am sure glad,
That I set myself free.

My energy radiates,
Like it once had.
Inspiring confidence in others,
Most importantly myself.

It feels so good,
To have a brand new grin.
I know for damn sure,
That I don't ever want to lost it again.

Because, it feels so good.

[The Big Daddy C-Master]

A joke freestyle from earlier this morning...

It's no surprise I attract haters like flies,
Say they love Mickey D's and spit out the fries.
Running up to the C for the nector,
They say I'm mad but they're just trying to protect her.
The thing I don't understand is how I do it with ease,
Make these fools get up out of their seats.
Turn around and cover it up with cheese,
I am the burger, I provide the meat.
What else is it that you want to see?
You want to be like LethalFemme and envy me?
Or do you want to be like Tempest and try to hate?
Or be like justjakk providing frosting to the flakes.
But nevertheless when it's all said and done.
The C-Master will still be here as #1.
What I said was meant to be sincere and heartfelt.
If it's too hot in here, get out before you melt.
And take your belt!


CM 2006

[The Big Daddy C-Master]

Another... lol

Word to your mother what does she have to say?
Open like quick trip, 24 hours a day.
You say evil bunnies don't hate they demonstrate?
Well bunny I am your snake, I lie in the grass and wait.
To strike, take out your lights and swallow you in the night.
I'll tear you apart and you won't be able to put up a fight.
What else can you do? You have no choice but to run.
But that won't matter, because I came equipped with a gun.
You say you move fast, but I always move faster.
You're getting sent to bed without supper courteousy of Tha C-Master.
You say you're strong, but I'm always stronger.
You make your rhymes long, I make mine even longer.
While I'm doing this, you'd better be taking good notes.
Of how I come in and tear up every part of your post.
When you leave out of here, your stuff all burned,
I hope you walk away with a lesson learned.
Abra, Kadabra, Alakazaam.
I cut you apart like Lecter in Silence of the lambs.
When this is all said and done, and it comes done to the last man standing.
I am always the number one, and I do it with Crazy Ramblings.

CM 2006

[The Big Daddy C-Master]

More...


Detonate a bomb? Where you coming from.
I rhyme like I'm with your sister, all night long.
I came up with something so raw cause' I am so good.
I leave dropping jaws and it leaves the hood.
Evil bunny you await my trap,
You keep up the rhyming and you fall off track.
Energizer batteries, please call Duracell.
By the way I borrowed you wife and took her to a cheap motel.
You talk about skittles, you want me to taste the rainbow?
I leave you feeling fruity like a Chippendale show.
Struck some nerves? I'm feeling quite fine.
As I tear this post up time after time, pause it all and rewind.
You count me as a statistic, that's so twisted.
My stuff is not only longer, but more prolific.
I leave you confused like gender specific.
Take you like a punching bag, unstrap it and hit it.
You're a little to sweet, I thought you were a guy?
Were you fresh meat at a prison in cell 9?
Again, this rhyme must come to a close.
Who won this battle? Well everyone knows.
Again I really hope you've learned your lesson.
Because you just got served like an afternoon concession.

CM 2006

[The Big Daddy C-Master]

A unique conclusion
Instead of making promises,
And playing make pretend.
It is good that we are honest,
And can actually be friends.

Maybe it is best this way,
Because it seems things got very hard.
I still search for the right words to say,
To keep things from falling apart.

This won't be an easy thing,
It will be an arduous step.
But if this will be the joy wll bring,
Then it's time to take the first breath.

So many things unanswered,
so many things we need to say.
No need to worry about the chance to.
It seems better this way.

So now my voice goes in the background,
And I open my eyes to view.
I start to look around.
And see people try to make things improve.

Things are at peace,
My mind at ease.
Everything seems free.
And everyone can release.

This took alot to say a little,
And it should last for awhile.
Hush now, and don't be bitter.
Let's keep this with a smile.

[The Big Daddy C-Master]

Days of Yesterday

I sit here and constantly think,
Reminiscising those days.
The days of long gone,
The days of yesterday.
A time that seems so far out of reach,
And so far away.
A day when friends would sit and talk.
The days of yesterday.
A period when laughs were every second,
And everyone could wait and stall.
A time where the chairs were full in front of us,
Before people slowly went away.
Now those chairs are slowly becoming empty,
As people move on in their own eyes.
Some, sadly are no longer with us.
Like a birthday life keeps us constantly surprised.
Who can tell what lies for us down the road,
Who of us knows what to expect.
Well all want to live in the days of yesterday,
That sometimes we have to go back and check.
To see if everything we saw actually happened,
To see if everything we saw was genuine and true.
Days when laughs were not lacking,
Days when things would sail so smooth.
One thing we get constantly are living sparks,
Reminders that come to us in the shape of memories.
Memories come and keep everything alive,
They sometimes give us a passion and a drive.
Though times of the past are long and gone,
Something makes us remember them so strong.
Is it that a part of us fears change,
Of the new things life has to bring.
Or is it that we have an altered script of what really happened,
A time with no flaws to make our perception better,
To put sunny days inside of times of something else,
A time when there was nothing but stormy weather?
If the rest is truly unwritten,
What keeps us on that previous page.
What keeps us from flipping over,
And wondering what's to come the next day?
In circles and circles I speak,
But I must come to a closing.
Perhaps days are never truly gone,
But reincarnate in life before us.
Nevertheless I'll remember the times,
When things all seemed like fun and play.
Nostalgia at it's finest.
The days of yesterday.